Life: Through my window

My life now has become full of books and memories, all those thoughts of battles fought to reach to this state are still langering in my mind. Mind gets clouded with the smoke of defeats, distress, failures, retreats and a lot more of memories that are very disheartening at times and at times are tough to go through. And these clouds of smoke when the rise all up high and clog my mind, I tend to peep out of the window to get a fresh breath, to find a new fair breeze that may find time to pass my window just to greet me.

And when am at my window gazing at the world beyond, and my thoughts keep clouding my mind, yet there I find some peace sometimes, and gain some motivation at times. World out there is nothing different from in hear, same kind of people live out there, having similar challenges. Most of them are facing these challenges but seem to be so very ignorant about its existence.

Challenges of life are one that has always attracted my attention and may be its my personality, though I was always in search of some humor in it. I developed an habit of smiling at my difficulties, and just keeping my cool all the time. Sadly sometimes people misunderstood me to be very childish and light hearted.

All these thoughts keep on visiting my mind when I sit there idle gazing at the window.